away for a while

heyy all,,

im going to cut my internet for a couple of months..i mean not pay for it..hehhe..just cuz i want to gt away..think about things and all.(doesnt make sense does it,, to want to gt away from the internett world..)..so i wont be online for a while from like july 20 onwards..

Ally,,
I love u lotss,, and i no ul do great at school..ul be fine with making friends and stuff..not to worry and if u ever need me just send me a txt..

hao,,
I love u lots too,,,u 2 will be fine at ur new school...make sure u keep us updated..and dont worry about"life" too much ok dear...

dora,,
i love u lots too my little baby sister,,ur already doing great on ur internship so keep up the good workk..

hannah,
u never blogg,,but i love u lots too..if u see this,.umm..txt me from time to time let me no wht ur up to...gud luck with internship babe,,,"lets go to the parrkk"

rose,,
i love u lots tooo,,dont work too hard o stress urself out too mucah..be safe and eat okk,,,have funnnn..go out with ppl..socialize. okkk...heheh

Jb,,
yoo..keep ally happy,,and gudluck with school and enjoy playing ball while ur stil young..heheheh...

u cn all reach my on my mobile if u ever need me..i might be at work sometimes and not have my phone with me but if u just send me bck a txt il definitly gt bck to u,,

i love u all so much..and il miss talkin to u guys

my number is +60179438090

mwa mwa mwa

love CoCo

Happy 19th Birthday DORA!!! (aka trinh minh trang :) )

Happy Birthday Dora!!!

I hope you're having fun whether you're in ho chi minh city or malaysia.

eat lots and play lots!! hope all your wishes come true :)

take care and keep safe.

miss you lotssss! see you...soon! :)

again..HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAYYYYYY!!!

xoxoxoxo

-rose----\@

happy birthday to esther park dae wa

happy birthday to u.
from dora with love,
to my lovely sister, may your dreams all come true.
be happy and smiley all the time.
i hope u enjoy life in korea now. have fun ok, im still waiting for u here in vietnam.
my present for u is here, too so u have to be here to get it, hehehe.
ok, now everybody say happy birthday to estherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
luv u alllll
luv u
luv u
luv u
moawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

Coco my fav coco

Coco Coco...

You're like my coca cola
You're so sweet and pretty
who would ever blame you..

Hahaha..sorry just feeling so poetic.. LOL..aiyahh..ok la..i at first thought you were just joking la..but then you seemed serious so i din noe ma..Anyway, since it's all clear..Let's put our misunderstandings behind. Everything is all good now.. HEHEH..and really la..don't have to be so humble. Jb is definitely old. I mean not only look but his memory oso.. HAihzz...he's getting old.. He admits it too!! hehee...what to do ...i'm in love with an old man.. LOL!!...

kla.. so how's everything?? you know dora is coming to malaysia?? so surprised..hahaha..so gonna bring her around.. She wants to eat.. and i'm like ok..she shall have an eating tour.. YIPPEE!!!..

kla..i oso wanna go sleep now. i need my beauty sleep..hehehe...

nite nite xx

ally

so

I couldn’t sleep all last night thinking how bad of a friend I’m for letting ally and JB feel that way.

I really don’t know why I never knew that ally Or JB felt that way. I had no idea that I had said something wrong because really, all this is, just a misunderstanding.

It took me by surprise when I saw ally’s note. I’m sorry that I had said things about a subject that I didn’t know was a sensitive subject. I do not know why I’m apologetic about this but the thing is I didn’t mean a word and I expected that ally and JB both understood this. Becuase of the fact that we were laughing about it. It’s obvious that you are both not happy about what I said. Thing is we all think the same when it comes to this. Only i think ally didn’t no that i share the same values as her. I understand and even look for someone with a big heart. I don’t care if he’s hot or not just as long as he cares about me and loves me. and I have understood only too well how ally and JB both feel about each other because I have seen them together. I have seen the way he look at her and I no how special he makes her feel. I know why they are together.

Maybe I did say that JB looks old. Which is true he does look a couple of years older but then so what? I do not care and neither should ally Or JB. People say I look older then I’m all the time. And by the way, I also did not mean anything I said about JB being overweight. I was making fun of him because he asked me if he was fat. Again I’m sorry I said that.

I’m also disappointed that u, ally thought that i was judging him. I thought you knew me better than that. And why would i ever want to hurt a person you love so much? If i ever meant anything i said about me not wanting ally and JB together it would be if he didn’t treat you right and obviously it’s not the case.Like that night i went home and i thought to myself.I wish i was as lucky as ally is.

ALLY,

I do not think that you are old fashioned. You know my sense of humour. I’m always scares tic. Want to be funny. I just wish you had said something to be before cuz i never realised that something was bothering you. it was all just a joke and you should have known that too.Im sorry i wont say anything slightly as rude anymore. Even for fun.it wasn’t supposed to be rude or mean and it wasn’t meant to sound judgmental or anything.it was all FOR FUN.im sorry again.

SO HERE’S What i reali think. I think that its so cute that U two are together,,U 2 R LIKE HIGHSCHOOL swwethearts.tht is just the coolest thing.and with the distance and all tht..you guys are still trying so hard to remain the same and u have accomlished that during the last 6 months and i think that u guys are so braave. showed to me..how much u both reali do love eachother.

JB’s the man when he’s was at school that day. Every little boy seemed like he looked up to JB as a big brother just because he’s so down to earth. And he’s so cool. And sporty. When JB Came to the mall to meet us i thought it was so cool of him...becuase he took the train and stuff even thou it took time for him where he was suppoed to be. NOT many guys are like that.I adore JB just like I adore ally. You two are perfect for eachother and i really wish and pray to god that things between the two of you remain the same forever.

for the record.JB,u r cute and u do not look like a grandpa o even a dad o a young adult.and u r not overweight.Honest to god i did not think anything any different then this.

I have alot more to say and IM JUST SO SORRY FOR THIS. I have work now so i have to leave.. i hope things between us don’t change. And i hope u now reaslise that it was just a joke.i shouldn’t have made a joke out of it But i did and im truly very sorry.

YOU ALL MEAN SO MUCH TO ME AND I WOULDNT EVER EVEN THINK OF CHANGING EVEN ONE HAIR ONE YOUR HEAD..this goes for ALLY,JB,HAO,ROSE,DORA AND MILK.i think tht u r all such nice kind ppl and im delighted to have you guys as friends..I love you guys so muchl..YOU TOO jb..im sorryy.. :(

CoCo

ooo NOOO

Alllyy

U no me bettter then that,,,
i was FULLY joking about everything..I LOVE JB.. i think tht u make such cute we couple...seriously u got the wrong idea,,,likeee soooo wrongg...IM SORRY AL.

im sorry u got the wrng idea..I DIDNT MEAN ANYTHING..i meant the exact opposite of wht i said..u no too well tht i dont judge ppl like tht...and u shld no me well enought to no tht i respect u and him..I DO NOT THINK THT he luks old and I DO NOT THINK ANYTHING NEGETIVE OF HIM WHT SO EVER..seriously..HONEST TO GODD..even tht day...we were laughin when we said tht,,, u got me all rng al,

IM SORRY,.. i dno wht else to say but of how sorry i am tht i made u think tht.. I feel so bad!




:( CoCo

Reply to Coco's latest post

Dear coco,

It was a really nice long post about your Malaysia trip. I hope you enjoyed yourself and coping with your intership well enough. But i really have to tell you that i'm quite disappointed with the comments that you made about johnny boy. I'm not angry or anything but it's just i felt like i needed to say something.

That day when you asked me "Ally, do you rmb that i said i would only know whether Jb is suitable for you until i meet him?" First of all, i don't remember you saying that. It didn't even come across my mind. then you started continue saying that he wasn't meant for me and he's too old and stuff. well, i do appreciate your comment but definitely i was offended so was Jb too. You need not say that right at him right? We were both offended but yet we just took it openly.

I just thought that you shouldn't make such comments as it may be very sensitive. It's ok for us but just in case for other couples. It's not really nice to say things like that. I know that he is old looking and not hot at all but what matters most is the heart. because of his heart that is pure and loyal, I chose him. Because he is sincere and he takes our relationship seriously, i chose him. Because he is a good person in a way that he has a soft heart, i chose him. Because he cares and respects me, i chose him. Because i know i can trust him, i chose him. I do not choose people on how they look like. Judgement based on appearance is the most dangerous thing.

For instance, having a hot boyfren doesn't mean that you will be happy, doesn't mean that you are loved. In fact, a hot guy mayb dangerous. Therefore, appearance is not something you make such judgement.

Furthermore, i just feel that you shouldn't make such judgement on the first day you meet a person. Just like they say "Do not judge a book by it's cover" You just met Jb once in person and immediately that changed your views upon him. I confessed that yes, i do judge somebody like how you judged Jb. But i'm slowly accepting her and trying to know her more. Hoping that my views are wrong. Just like how i hope that you will view Jb differently.

Secondly, how you described Jb on your recent post just gave the impression that Jb is like something disgusting and totally ugly. Quote "yuck" really is not necessary. I just thought that no matter how ugly a person is, he or she deserves some respect. We just have to accept it because this is how they look like. Just put yourself in Jb's shoes, how would you feel if someone made those comments on you? Definitely it's not nice. I know we should accept other ppl's comments openly. However, i thought that these comments were just too much.

I might not have a good taste or anything. But That's ok. what i can see and i know is that i can differenciate ppl: who should i be frens with and who i should stay away. Choosing you as my good fren was not a mistake just like i chose Jb. You are a really nice fren and i really love you too. However, this is something which i thought i should say on behalf of Jb.

Anyway, have a nice internship. take care
-ally-