Tears of Disappointment

Hey guys...

Just felt like expressing my feelings now. Kinda very very disappointed. I didn't talk to johnny boy the whole entire day today cuz we were both out and my phone is still repairing. So it was quite a quiet day. Then i thought i was hoping to chat with him at least a little about our day. He wasn't online but then he came onto facebook for awhile. We din talk much. Then, he went off again. Then i thought he couldn't get hold of the comp. Mayb cuz his bro or sis is using. I still waited and waited. So then, i thought it must be late adi so i thought that i should just leave a msg to him an go to bed. Right then, he came back online on fb and said that he is in cybercafe now with his old guyfrens. He said that they don't let him chat. Just play. They said it's their "brother time". Haihz. They just hit me. Disappointment. What else can i say than "go la. go play with them...it's ok"

Haihz..just take it this way la..sometimes i do also need to give him his own time. They haven't seen each other for 1 month. So just 1 night wont hurt that bad. My disappointments and upsets wont last either.


Just forget bout it ally!..Just sleep and pretend nothing happened...

*Guys!!! i miss you guys...hoping that you guys are here with me*...